Watched LOTR last night, again. Did not expect I would watch it twice this year. The first time I watched it, I was afraid my baby would come out there and then. The second time, I was afraid it might happen. But Aragorn and Legolas made me forget all that.
I always picked the wrong seat when watching the Return of The King. Someone taller will sit in front of me and it's like a tall post right in the middle of the screen. How irritating. Then, half way through the movie..someone's handphone will sound..that sucks! I'm already "in" the movie then it pulls me back to reality again.
My son will come out anytime now. I'm just waiting for him to give me a signal.
I'm more excited than scared. A lot of people keep asking me if I'm scared. I told them ,"Not really." I don't to think about it until the time comes...makes my life easier.
It's been three months since I last posted my blog. Geez...well a lot of things had happened lately.
In May, I got sick and went to see the doctor. For the first time, the doctor asked me to take a pregnancy test. The test results are not clear enough to determine that I'm really pregnant or not. Two weeks later, I went back to confirm with the doctor. Through the ultrascan, I saw something that looks like a peanut inside of me.
"You're definitely pregnant." The doctor said. I just smiled. Maybe I'm expecting it already. I haven't had my period since April.
The doctor told me I'm six weeks pregnant.
"You're gonna have a baby." The doctor said again when Ray came in the consultation room. "What's wrong?" The doctor asked when we both didn't show any reaction. "You are both married, right?"
I think the doctor is a bit "funny". I wonder what was he thinking.
Later in June, I visited the gyno. She told me that I'm pregnant for 12 weeks and 3 days. What a big difference! I was shocked.
Sorry, I've been doing disappearing acts lately. So little time for me to go online. Sigh! Missed my best friend and online buddy - N. Anne, if you happen to see this, please leave a comment, ok?
I had written my blog three times. Now I can log on. Shish..I can't think of anything to write at the moment. My brain had been working overtime since this morning. It needs rest. Yes..and sleep.
Those of you who had been checking in and out here knows I haven't been blogging for a while.
Screen thru happenings from Dec 2002 - Feb 2003
16/12/2002 - Ray forgotten my birthday. I don't blame him. He was worried about his father. Ray and his brother was anxious about his dad's blood test results.
26/12/2002 - Church wedding. The father made a boo boo by mentioning the bride's name wrongly (he actually mention my father in law's name...duhhhh). Nervous that I would trip walking down the aisle. Anne and I had a sort-of bachelorette party at my house.
27/12/2002 - Actual wedding day (according to chinese calendar). Woke up early in the morning. Grandma woke Anne instead of me because we switched places. Wedding car's battery problem. Used another car instead. Did all the "rituals" my aunties told me. Mom didn't cry. I thought she would. I was afraid that I would too but it didn't happen. Wedding Dinner. Was made to kiss Ray for 5 seconds in public (actual more than 5 secs).
31/12/2002 - Spent New Year Eve at home.
18/01/2003 - Father in law passed away peacefully at 1.10 am. I was by his bedside at that time. I knew he couldn't hold on. He had stomach cancer. It was too late when he found out. He was already in advanced stage of cancer. We thought the operation might sustain his life a few months longer but we were wrong. The cancer had sucked all the blood from his body. There was nothing the doctors could do. We called some people up in the middle of the night to have his body delivered home. Before morning I wasn't really sleepy neither was I scared when I came face to face with the body when I was alone in the living room.
Faye and I cooked up a great plan to surprise Aki. He is turning a year older on the 17th but we celebrated his bday earlier. I waited patiently with my other colleagues at the staircase for the "target" to arrive at the scene. Faye will missed call me once he arrive.
We looked like a bunch of school girls standing there. Weird though, because one of us is carrying the cake. People eating at the coffee shop looked at us as if we were a bunch of weirdos. Passers by stared at us.
Finally, the "target" arrived. We all moved slowly towards KFC. When Aki saw us coming, he had a blank expression on his face. I don't know why. I think maybe he got the idea when he saw all of us.
As we placed the cake on the table, there was a little girl by our window. She kept staring at the cake. After we lit up and blew the candle, she is still staring at the cake. In fact, she pressed her face against the window. We asked Aki to give her a piece of the cake.
She didn't want to take the cake at first (maybe mummy tells her not to take anything from strangers) but later she gave in and took it. She then enjoy her prize elsewhere. It was such a Kodak moment. I was tempted to ask the photo shop nearby if they did capture that moment. Faye and I saw them snapping pictures with the digital cam. Awwww...
Things have been "crazy" at the office with another new member. Now, I have another veggie eater at my office. Am desperate for freedom. Freedom from my work corner. I have become the invisible woman. Invisible to the boss, that is. Anyway, I don't care. Just need the right moment and right job to come by.
